Working on a new series

... of paintings. They are ment to be a tribute to wives of the firemen who died in the Great fire of 1897. in San Bruno, CA.

The weather is better now...

...but summer is still far away. Cannot wait to wear shorts again.

Remixing the older work..

.. proved to be even more fun than i originally thought. I will be doing more remixes in near future. It gives me the chance to do more versions of one idea, or more ideas of one version have it your way.

My body functions are giving up on me..

.. i guess i need some proper rest. Peace and quiet and a healthy diet should do the job. I am too young to be feeling like a beaten dog every morning.

And again do I realize...

.. that things make more sense without alcohol. I have a strong need to excel in everything I do, so I put all of my effort in anything I do. Drinking is no exception.

I am interested in life itself.

But sometimes it is hard to find the right kind of motivation. Or am i just lazy?

New Year has started

And I already hate it.

Sensing a change of direction

..just am not sure where it will lead me. I hope i will be able to do the stuff i have planned and waited for a long time now. Silkscreening at home is still miles away.

I guess i cannot stop

Like I am addicted to drawing. Do not judge me.